Thursday, March 03, 2005

thoughts when you are alone

ive always prided myself on not being ashamed of being alone. because really, there's no shame in that.

but what's hardest about being alone is having to listen to yourself as you process all the thoughts and feelings that you don't necessarily want to go through or listen to. all the while realizing that there is no one there to distract you.

suddenly, being alone all the time has become so difficult for me, and i don't know what happened to change that. you only have to look at the earlier post to catch on.

i feel different. and not in a good way. as if the weight on my shoulders is getting the best of me.

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