hmm. my birthday came and went without me feeling it. exams. havent slept in about 2 weeks. and crammed about 3 thousand pages worth of information into my head. i dont know if after i feel smarter or dumber. i do know that after exam time i feel queasy and weak in the knees from the impending doom that are the results coupled with my grades. things that will determine my future. or at least how ill be spending the next semester.
i am exhausted.
and anxious.
how do i feel at 23? exactly how i felt at 22, except, some 3000 pages wiser. i hope.
i wish i could be ditzy and cheerful and all mermaid-y like last year.
oh. and can i just say that i did feel a personal loss at the death of Pope John Paul II yesterday. I wish I got to meet him. But having him as a Pope made me proud to be Catholic.
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