missing the broadstuff

i finished marathon-editing today. ten hours for my lola's birthday video.

i missed it. the whole staying up and cutting shots and audio and choosing bed music and texts and naming files and all that crap. i really did.

all of a sudden im so excited to start on this prospect docu im hoping to be given.

is this normal? is this because im going to law school? i chanced upon this photographer guy's blog and his posts were all so focused on honing his skill. and here i am, wanting to melt into everything all at the same time. photography, writing, painting, sketching, producing videos, producing events. like my skin and the possibility of law school is the only thing keeping me from going into all places at one time.

maybe i can do it on the side. everything. in seasons...like the kaingin. tama ba yun? but i will always be a jill-of-all-trades, master of none.

sometimes i wish i just had this one passion instead of many. so i wouldnt have to constantly be pulled apart trying to decide where to focus my attentions next.

but i think the video i did was great. especially considering the time and the materials that i was given.

really good. but i dont want to end up reporting or writing the news.

and i do want to be a lawyer.

and travel the country.

and travel the world.

and be a multiple success.

a MULTIPLE success.