-->i dont have to try to lose weight to fit into a dress that i will never wear again.
-->i dont have to worry about tripping while walking down the aisle (which is very possible considering my track record)
-->i dont have to draw attention to myself looking like this.
on the bad side, does this mean that:
-->me and my friend are not as good friends as i thought we were
-->my dad made more of an impact on her life than i ever did (since he's a ninong)
-->i wont be invited to the wedding
-->i wont want to be invited (am i sourgraping?)
in an effort to make reason of everything else, ive been trying to come up with reasons to convince me to drop the chips! my shoulder is getting awfully...chippy?
-->i dont want to be married to the guy
-->i dont think foreigners are in my destiny
-->i love my friend to pieces
-->i do want to support her (and cant make sense of why im feeling this way)
-->im not a bad person.
but why do i feel this bad???
that is a shot of barbra streisand playing rose morgan (the ugly sister) on her sister's wedding day. her sister ended up marrying her first love. its from the mirror has two faces.
i feel so much like her! maybe, i have wedding issues, kasi i have this sinking feeling that i won't be married. i really really do. and it scares me. like God is telling me i have to steel myself for a life of singleness.
shiyet. i sobrang have to get over myself already.
oooh. just a thought. maybe the mirror has two faces because we choose which one we will be seeing. does it mean that? i almost never see myself the way i did before.
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