admittedly, i am very impressionable when it comes to media. after ally mcbeal i wanted to be a lawyer, after FRIENDS and sex and the city i wanted to live in New York, after watching Grey's Anatomy I wanted to be a surgeon. Every time i watch something that touches me, something stirs inside that makes me want to throw myself off course and live out that particular fantasy.
Now it may seem to you that I may just be watching too much tv (i do), but there is something about watching TV that, in spite of what its effect on others might be, that gives me a picture of where i want to be, or how i want to feel at least. is that normal?
everyone tells me to grow up and decide already. this morning i had an epiphany (although i don't know how long this clarity will last). i was actually excited about finishing something and being good at it. i was scared at how eerily simple it was.
let's see where this goes then?
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