what i want

random desires on a restless friday night

to go to sleep excited to wake up in the morning

to wake up without fear in my heart

to find answers to questions

to provide for more than just the 100 kids we can actually afford to

to have direction that i will actually be happy to follow

to not feel afraid to make mistakes

my saturdays to go back to me (as with my friday nights)

to get the drive to do things im supposed to

to love unconditionally with all the bells, whoops, and whistles

to know that our dogs are happy

to take kids off the streets

to not feel hunger

to never need to pee in the middle of class

to never feel sleepy when im studying

to know what i want