My week as of yesterday

Good days, lazy me. Somehow, despite my efforts to seem the diligent intern, i always seem to find myself face down on my pillow, with pillow creases all over my face - only to be awaken by laway (hyaaaakkk) streaming down the side of my face. Nakakahiya ako. syaks. Is it because it is red week for me? I seem to be extremely sleepy and easily tired. I end up doing so little tuloy. But good days nonetheless.

Gym days were productive if i may say so myself. It is so funny, because this guy (whose name i do not care to find out) always seems to be grunting and flexing in front of me. super pa-cute and feeling gwapo. i think i shall christen him bj in my head. (from one bj to another, both somewhat cute until they start talking...boses PATO. its like everything that comes out of their mouths is QUACK QUACK QUACK). bj, on the scarce gym days that we have the same schedule always tries to talk to me (horror of horrors, by flexing and cursing at the gym help around the vicinity of my machines. eeek) i suppose i should be flattered at this neanderthal means of flirtation. hihihi, he can only come up with so much, i know. so i suppose i am at least amused.

another amusing thing at the gym today was when honey, my nutritionist said i was eating too little now. TOO LITTLE! i never thought i'd see the day. i am now encouraged to take "light" merienda to up my calorie count. candice, you'd be so proud. trainer from hell....were on our way!!!

hmm. i am going to yet another clp (christian life program - entry point to singles for christ), i think tonight, the topic is according to my dad, "WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A CHRISTIAN". hmm...this is not a talk included in our yfc youth camp, so maybe for tonight i will try to listen.

ah, before i forget, yesterday i chanced upon my good friend anna and i suddenly got a glimpse of how different we've become. i dont know if i was changed a lot by new york or if she was changed a lot by her british boyfriend, or weve both been changed a lot by both. let it be known that i have always, always been envious of this girl, because she was always the kind of girl i wanted to be. last night though, it seems as if she's moved in a different direction. or is it that ive become, or am on my way to becoming the person i actually want to be (surprisingly not her). now that i think about it, it surprises me to have realized that i am actually getting comfortable in my own skin, in my own life. WOW. breakthrough. for my blogstalkers (if youve made it this far) BE SUPER PROUD OF ME!!!! this has been on my to-do list (lists aissa!) since i hit puberty, and now i am actually on the way to being able to check it.

i shall ponder on this thought more.

today i came across this quote today that said "what exciting thing shall i do today? don't ask me about tomorrow, today is all i know." isn't that nice? :)

there you go.