i havent thought about this in a long time. well, not that i havent thought about it at all, but lately i havent had the time to feel sorry for myself for never having fallen in love still.
i DO always think about it, but no longer often enough to still believe that it applies to me. and today, i stupidly saw a marathon of movies that had cheesy sappy love as their central theme and it got me thinking again of what it is that needs to happen so that i can finally say that i have loved someone, anyone, at least once in my life.
is it like jeopardy where i have to ask the right question in order to win? and if so, would any of these be the right question?
is it me?
what am i doing wrong?
are there really just people who are destined to be single forever?
would my life be less of a life if i died never having experienced that kind of love?
but then even with all those questions i wonder if it is me who is doing something wrong. if it has anything to do with the way i look, or how i live, or how i think and act and say the things that i do. why are there some people who just trip and find themselves in the middle of romantic entanglings?
dear universe, is it me? if it is, please give me a sign as to what i am doing wrong so i can fix it. kahit isang beses lang.
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