Friday, May 25, 2007

words cant explain.

but i will try. today i feel like i lost a friend.

my best friend.

sophia (5/25/07 12:01:53 AM): my best friend since forever just got her first boy friend in her entire life
penge_otap (5/25/07 12:02:47 AM): ooh
penge_otap (5/25/07 12:02:54 AM): exciting time for her
sophia (5/25/07 12:03:24 AM): i feel...alone.
sophia (5/25/07 12:04:32 AM): parang we were the last single people in our group
sophia (5/25/07 12:04:40 AM): and kami both weve never had boyfriends ever
sophia (5/25/07 12:23:52 AM): i just felt so bad
sophia (5/25/07 12:23:59 AM): like a part of me died when she said it
sophia (5/25/07 12:24:15 AM): and i couldnt be happy for her because i knew it was starting already
sophia (5/25/07 12:24:21 AM): bec she chose to hide it from me

god. look at how pathetic i am.

when does everyone pair off?

honestly, i feel like the requisite best friend in the movie who gets forgotten after the leading lady gets the leading man.

like the one in the mirror has two faces who gets upset when barbra streisand orders a salad and she has to eat a burger in front of her new svelte friend.

but really i just feel sad because i am going to miss her so much.

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