does this happen to me every year? i'm not quite sure. about a month or so before my birthday, i begin thinking about my life and how i chose to live it this past year, about the changes i instituted and the progress that i was supposed to make.
how different am i this year from last year? i'm not sure. but for the past few days -- no -- weeks, i have been stewing (not silently, i might add) about the fact that nothing about me is different. and everyone else is moving on.
now, more than ever, i think that the fact that i haven't changed is such a critical sour point because people around me, people i used to jog around the block with, some i thought i had left behind even, are instituting life-changing grand plans. getting married. making babies. buying property. traveling around the world. getting ready to take the bar.
the new changes in my life are...
...ho-hum.
ive recently decided that im addicted to juicy flavored gummi stuff.
and i've recently increased all my weights by 10-15 lbs.
that's about it.
crap. and in about 2 months time i will be 25. whooppeee.
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